Just a Pray

They found other brothers to my brothers

They gave other children to my mother

They made other friends to my friends

They are bothered

By my love

Couldn´t  teach me to talk

I dropped

They put me in another class

I flew, I ran, I walked

They shouted “stop”!

I tried another glass

In fresh papers

They told old stories

To mislead me

I´m afraid

Of all of these

I´m off

I was lost and black

They thought I was sick

And made me sad

I´m full of their advices

I´ll go somewhere else

I swear

I´ll pay the price

I need a piece

Of my missing, here,

Even without notice

They said – “You´ll come back

The same”

Come back, my little baby

Anyhow, for ever

I don´t care about the way

For you I pray

Among smiles and tears

Every single day

They tried to make my mind

They said - “care for each other” -

And turned away

They refused my words

And trusted in

A wonderful world

I´m bushed!

It is fake

Lord,

My divine Lord

Don´t give me time

Appear to me now

I need to know how

To play this game

I´ll learn the truth

Patiently

Lord,

My divine Lord

Grant me a promise

You will fix my heart

And arrange this mess

They want to turn me

Let me see

Do return

Make my head stop spinning

Let me be

Lord, make me fine

Give me, at least,

One more time

The last one

To see your real face

All blue

Let me see your truth

I´d like to read you

I want news

I´m starving for new letters

And songs too

They said “don´t worry”

I have done

It´s hard!

I got tired

Of going alone

Could you heat my back, Lord

Support me

I am lost

And full black

Let me see

I pray again

And again

And again

Until hear me

I pray

I beg relief,

Please.